A simple prayer

The other day I was having one of those really tough, frustrating, I’ve got no patience kind of days. I’m sure you know what kind of day I’m talking about. The kind of day when you just go into the bathroom, close the door, lock it and cry a little. Maybe it’s part hormonal because I’m 33 weeks pregnant or maybe it’s just one of those overwhelming Mama moments that all of us Mama’s have. It was probably more of the second one, but as I sat there on the lid of the toilet, I prayed a simple prayer that gave me peace and also gave me courage to open the door, walk out and start anew. A prayer that reminded me of God’s grace and that I’m not perfect, my kids aren’t perfect and that LIFE isn’t perfect and that’s totally OK.

The simple prayer I prayed was:

Thank you Lord for the constant noise. For the bickering and for my daughter who was singing a song at the top of her lungs, although it was becoming unbearable and giving me a headache. This noise that fills my home reminds me that it’s a home full of joy, laughter and yes, crazy chaos at times, but it’s all mine.

Thank you Lord for the dishes that are piled up in the sink and the toys that are scattered around the living room. No make that the ENTIRE house. It just shows that there is food to eat and toys that my children enjoy.

Thank you Lord for the little boy who likes to climb into our bed in the middle of the night to “give me a hug” even when he knows he’s not supposed to. He’s growing up so fast and those hugs will one day be few and far between.

Thank you Lord for the little girl who loves to always be right by my side. Sure there are times when I’d like some space and I do want her to be more independent, but I’m just thankful she loves to be with me and she can learn from me. It’s a great responsibility that I don’t take lightly.

Thank you Lord for this big pregnant belly of mine. Yes, I am exhausted and sore and have heartburn ALL day long, but it’s so worth it and I’m so excited to meet this little guy. What a miracle and blessing life is!

Thank you Lord for the laundry that never ends. As I fold these sweet little boy underwear, my daughter’s favorite pink skirt or see these cute little baby socks, I’m reminded of what really is important in life. So what if they stay in the dryer for a few days or sit in the laundry basket waiting to be put away?

Yes, thank you Lord for the many blessings in my life that, I apologize, are sometimes taken for granted. Thank you for reminding me of the beauty amidst the chaos.

Thank you for my sweet, sweet family and for their understanding when I need a minute in the bathroom to cry.

Thank you Lord for your grace & your love. This Lord is my simple prayer to you. ♥

Remember your blessings in the midst of those hard “Mama” moments. It helps so much to find that beauty within the chaos.